Saturday, October 13, 2012

My Best Friends Wedding

This week has been one of the craziest i've ever experienced. My best friend Katie got married on 10*12*12 and it ended up being a beautiful wedding. She was absolutely beautiful and I got to spend all day Thursday and Friday with her which was really nice. We went and got our hair, make-up, toes and nails done and got to be pampered a little bit. No matter what regardless of if she is married and a mother she will always be my go to person, and most of all she will ALWAYS be family. It sorta feels like i'm giving my best friend away but I know that we will still have good times with each other and enjoy Cupcake when he gets here but Somehow it feels like it will be different and in some ways i'm sure it will be but we will take it one step at a time. I feel so blessed that I got to be in their wedding and sign the Marriage License. Michael will take care of her if he knows what's good for him, because I will get him if he doesn't (: I know that she will be a wonderful wife and mother and hopefully he will be a great husband and father. I am exhausted and i'm not sure why Katie is even up today but it was all well worth it to see my best friend and her "Boyfriend" I mean Husband look at each other the way a couple in love should. My favorite part of the wedding was the cake, I actually kinda want some more because it was really really good. I may go to ingles tomorrow and get a cake just for the heck of it. Cake is the reason I love going to weddings, it's usually very yummy! Right now I can wait a good while before I get married just so I don't have to plan and so I can save up so I can hire someone to do all the work for me so it's as stress free as possible. Anyway the wedding was great , Katie and Michael are happy and that's all that matters in the end.

Love you Best Friend and I hope that you and Michael and Cupcake have a great life together. He is your family now and you are just as responsible in making this relationship last as he is. I know you say  you wont get a divorce and I hope you wont because I truly think that you and Michael belong together. And I reallllyyyy don't want to have to wear those shoes for that long EVER again, my feet were still hurtin this mornin. Thanks for lettin me be part of your big day.

♥ I'll add more Pictures as I get them


Wednesday, October 10, 2012

My Past, My Future, My Present

My past: Is just that; My past. I've tried not to live in the past but the past is what makes me who I am today. I am so proud of the person that i've become and i'm so excited to see who I will be.. My past at times has been a dark one but i've learned to move on from it and keep going forward with my life because living in the past will not get me to where I want to be in the future. My dreams motivate me to be the best that I can be not only for myself but for my future students. I expect 100% from myself all the time and sometimes that's just to much pressure but it pushes me and requires me to be responsible!

My Future is bright although I don't know what it holds. I will be doing what I love for the rest of my life and there is no greater joy then being able to make a difference in students lives. I hope to find someone who will love me just as much as I love them and have kids that will one day do great things. My future depends on me and the choices that I make from here on out.

My Present is a Gift from god, he doesn't have to allow me to go on living each day but he does because I have a reason to be here. I believe that I'm exactly where I am supposed to be to teach me some kind of lesson in patience and hard work. I live each day like it's my last one and go to sleep each night with no regrets. I love my life and everyone in it and I don't think many people know how grateful I am for all the love and support my family and friends give to me everyday.

My Future is Unknown, My past makes ME, and my present well it's just another day that I get to work toward everything i've ever wanted and to try and make a difference in others lives.

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

A week worth of Crazy...

A week worth of Crazy!!!

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Homecoming 2012: EHS vs Roberson.
Loss


This week my best friend is getting married and it sorta feels like i'm giving my best friend away!!!! I know that it is the right time and She and Michael belong together and soon they will be bringing my nephew into the world. I am so excited for them and I can't wait to be in their wedding on Friday. I got my last full weekend in with her and we had a lot of fun. We will always spend lots of time together and when the baby gets here i'll be around them all the time because I don't want to miss out on one min of that precious baby boys life. In the next week I have fall break and will be going to Raleigh and App State with my Family. It's about time that I get some time off to spend with friends and my family. I plan to sleep in as late as I possibly can and just enjoy that I have off. Hope everyone has a great week.