♥ 5*10*11

Today I had a Junior Class Meeting Discussing SENIOR PICTURES. :) It's so hard to believe that in 23 days i'll be a senior. High School is a ride, but it goes by a lot faster then a lot of people think. I'm so excited to start my life after high school and college but mainly i can't wait to see how my life turns out. We all have this idea of what we want our lives to be like but nobody ever knows. I'd like a lot of things to go my way, such as my career, who i marry , when i get married, what gender my first child is but none of us get exactly what we want. I think if i had to give advice to any 8th grader getting ready to move up to high school i'd say "Don't rush high school because NO it's not the greatest time of your  life but the friends you meet and the experiences you have aren't those that you want to rush through". If you're like me you will get to the end of your Junior year and say oh my gosh where did the time go. As excited for next year as I am , i'm scared as well. I have to pick a college, Graduation Project, Picking out what Announcements i want for graduation then comes GRADUATION and the sad this is that my grandparents won't be there to see it . Tomorrow is my first step toward college : AP TEST.  wow this year has gone by so fast and I don't think that i'm ready but only god can prepare me for what i'm going to have to do. On the Bright Side we get a REALLY LONG LUNCH :) YAY.. My life is nothing like i thought it would be but i'm enjoying the ride even though i had shingles from all the stress that comes along with my life. I'm in the process of meeting my dad for the first time. I don't like living so close to him yet being so far away. I wouldn't know him from atom if i saw him on the street; He'd be just some man. Im really nervous and I don't know what to expect from him or if anything at all. I'll keep writing as time gets closer because im sure that my emotions will be even more crazy then. Wish me luck tomorrow.




♥Rachael

A bit about ME ♥

Junior in high School
Raised by a single Mom
Brown hair Brown Eyes
FACS TEACHER AFTER COLLEGE
Baptist Born and Raised

RWL> A very complex person . Puzzle. No pieces fit together.

I think I really want to do this Blog because I am looking to meet my dad and I need a way to express how I'm feeling and talk things out some place other then in my head.  I've never met him and I am just really nervous and i don't know what to expect or if i should expect anything at all. My mom is the best ever and I love her with all my heart. I hope that doing this will allow me to talk out my feelings and for me to get good support from my friends and family about this. I also want to have something to write down all about my senior year and it be there for the world to see. I hope that people find some kind of connection to what im going through and that maybe I can help someone along the road and help them take the right steps no matter what they may be.



♥ Rachael